December 2011
if there would be alcohol tonight, that'd be...
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i just have so many feelings. excuse the rant.
i used friends as footrests. i made fun of them when we were all joking around. i poked and punched and hit when we were ALL beating up on each other and shooting each other with nerf guns.
this is how my friends and i are. you were doing it, too. it’s how you and your friends normally are, too. i hang out with guys, just as much as you hang out with girls. my difference is that i...
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my day was actually pretty amazing. i had a lot of fun just hanging out with everyone. i don’t think i’ve laughed this much and had this much fun in a while. i was actually able to hang out with anthony today as just friends in a group of people. and i’m glad that, at some point, we got everyone here at the same time; it took a few hours, but we got there. nicole and steven are...
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that awkward moment when you fall in love with a...
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he’s coming over today and i’m nervous. i shouldn’t get so worked up about seeing him, but the last time i saw him i could barely even look at him. i felt sick and actually wanted to cry. he wants us to be friends, but i’m not even sure how to be friends with him. we dated for six months, but were practically together for eight or nine. it’s just with our history, i...
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i hate how he can make me feel so insignificant.
he acts like an asshole. but sometimes it’s hard to tell if he plays stupid, or if he just really is that stupid. whatever it is, i feel like shit without even talking to him today. just thinking about it brings me back down. and he wonders why i couldn’t bring myself to look at him or hug him yesterday.
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got a new blessthefall shirt for $8
